| bird-brain. |


11.03.running through the dark, you told me i was beautiful. your voice ran stagnant as the murky mud-waters dripping off the roots of graves but in the ricochet of the echoes, i heard the truth as you believed it. i heard you mean it. i felt poetry in the rigid mountains of scar tissue along my ribs and as the dead wind passed me by, i licked my lips and tasted our deceit.11.03.
'this rabbit hole is going to swallow us alive.' you said, as we went down, down, down into the scalding cunt of the earth. down into the wombs below where hell rents condos for the rich and famous of psychopathy, down below where god tagged 'forsaken' along the bl


12.38.i can't sleep and im dreaming of you,12.38.
swinging in pieces from the rafters -
bloody bits
sway, sway, swaying in old breezes,
you're the marionettes i always wanted;
broken eyes glinting under dust and crooked fingers clawing,
the memory of you is the brittle husk of flowers dead,
so long dead,
dusk is sunrise
and we're damned.
dance, pantomime.
a long time ago,
so much longer than it seems ago,
we were children.
wide eyed and wild wiled,
we grew time in jars,
backdrops to old gra


go home and die.Her sadness, swollen as the rabid froth of high-tide, bursts over the sand. Blown by the frigid wind, all the granules of her shame fight back towards her and bite into the cold-tender flesh of her cheeks, kissing her with tiny sparkles of warmth where they draw blood. The sky out across the waves is the flat, somber gray of winter storms, the endless sea below it flat black past where the cresting surf rages against the rocks. Beneath the tumult, all the faces of the drowned scream, tortured mouths agape, agony drowned out by the violence of the surf. She watches them all with one hand to her mouth and, when the empty soulless eyes of her mogo home and die.


12. 10.i am plagued at once, by both a wanton abandon for all that i know of control and a deep, perennial terror that stiffens my spine and widens my eyes till there is nothing i cannot convince myself i see, nothing that does not threaten my life and the bonds that tie me to it.12. 10.
i am, all at once, determined to die.


12.30.it still hurts -12.30.
that place deep inside where my children have grown to shadows of dervishes and died, bled and brutalized and sucked away; wrapped up and discarded in worn old cotton sheets and the sterile blank wastelands of hospital hazard containers.
i never wanted to have children. when most girls are young, i suppose they relish the chance at a pee-wee sally, a goo-goo gretta, cabbage patch pre-emptives to the dreams of womanhood always lurking behind their wide, beautiful eyes. for most girls, i suppose there's nothing more wonderful than sitting down to tea and potty with plasticine versions of what they th


10.49.the air is still heavy - redolent with revelry and the afterburn of ancient ghosts, but i have never felt cleaner, the air has never smelled sweeter and the cold wind lapping at my cheeks shapes a smile on my lips, glaring up into the early morning sunlight through dead skeletons of trees.10.49.
i can still smell the bonfires, the sounds of shrieks of laughter still ring under the morning tire-traffic through the leaf-piles lining the roads and in the technicolors of new november, autumns blush still clings tiredly, drunk with the celebration of it's own passing under the whims of magic long gone to human evolution -
it'
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-The best of us find happiness in misery.
-Make the best of what you have, even if all you have is nothing...
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But you're still cool with me.
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- Adolf Hitler
Mother, do you think she's good enough for me?
Mother, do you think she's dangerous to me?
Mother will she tear your little boy apart?
Mother, will she break my heart?
I love you.
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